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November 18th

       It's Saturday today. I'm especially tired. Maybe because I was at school all week, or maybe because I was doing grade eleven math last night, even though I'm in grade eight. Math has always made sense to me. It's not always easy, and I make mistakes, but I've always understood it. There's a right and wrong, either I have the correct answer or I don't. It's black and white, no grey, nothing in between. That's the way I like it.  I wonder who first came up with the idea of math, and numbers. I wonder if the people they taught it to understood. My brother, who is  actually in grade eleven, is really similar to me in that way. He wants to be a statistician or accountant when he's older. I don't know what I want to do. My top choices right now are editor or youtuber, but some others that are less... realistic  are film director, actor, or a professional stalker, cause, well, I'm good at it, thanks to my extreme obsessions with people.  ...

November 17th

       Hi again. It's currently 6:16pm. I don't know why I feel the need to tell you the time, but... Yeah, like I said, I don't know. People always say "I don't know why I do        , but..." and then give you the reason they do it, which proves they actually do know why they do it, so why would they say they don't know why they do it? I mean, I do it too, but why did anyone say it in the first place? Who was the first one to say that? Why does everyone say it now? Did people wonder why they said it when the first person to ever say it said it, or did they understand what they meant? I'm probably confusing you. Sorry. I guess it's just the way my mind works, and the point of this blog is to be able to express myself and show people how my mind works, so I shouldn't be apologizing for that, except now I'm kind of apologizing for apologizing for that, and, yeah, I'm gonna stop now. Sorry. Again. And sorry for saying- actually, I just sai...

November 16th

     Hey. I don't really know what to write. It's 10:11pm right now. My brother just got out of the bathroom. I'm on my bed, half sitting, half laying down. I'm tired. I'm always tired. My computer's at 27% right now. I don't why I mentioned that, I guess I just felt like it. I kind of have to go to the bathroom. I know it won't make any difference to you, because you won't have to wait, but I'll be right back. Okay, I'm back. I know you're probably bored. I'm not really sorry for that, though, because I'm always bored. Sorry for not being sorry. You're probably annoyed now too, because I keep talking about being sorry about not being sorry, so I'm sorry for doing that, and also for saying sorry for doing that. I could continue for a long time, but I do want you to keep reading. I've always had trouble writing. Sure, everyone has always told me I'm a great writer, I should be an author when I'm older, they can...

Daily Quotes

Day 1     -  If I were a star, and my brightness represented my happiness, I would have no light. Day 2     - Leaves all fall at different speeds, and it's only a matter of time before I touch the ground. Day 3     - What doesn't kill you doesn't make you stronger; it makes you more afraid of being hurt again. Day 4     - I'm not alive because I want to be, I'm alive because everyone else  wants me to be. Day 5     -Fear is simply a response to pain; if I didn't know pain, I would have no fear Day 6     -Loving your family doesn't always mean you like them.